Since returning from Seattle on vacation, I’ve been at full speed getting ready for the “surprise” wedding/reception. I haven’t even swept my floors since getting home (and I’m a floor FINATIC). It’s been manic. I’VE been manic.

The day I got back from vacation, I found out that I had to lay off 20+ people. People that have stories. People that do a great job. People that I cared about. It was seriously difficult for me. But I continued on. . . planning, shopping, putting together this wedding reception with a minute’s notice. . . focusing on something positive rather than feeling sick to my stomach at having to let so many good people go.

THEN. . . after said event, I get back to work yesterday morning after the exhausting weekend and needing a vacation day desperately to recoup only to learn that the company I work for was giving me a 10% paycut. TEN percent! AFTER I’d let my credit card hemorage the last week and a half getting ready for this wedding. I couldn’t believe it. All I felt was sick to my stomach. . . again. I’m seeing a trend with the nausea.

But even now, I want to focus on something positive. And that is my son and his new wife. I will be getting the photos back from my photographer Thursday. In the meantime. . . here is a picture of my youngest son and his new wife with his dad, my ex, in his backyard. It’s actually a pretty good picture of them.

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My boy has a fascination with hats.

Meet my new daughter-in-law. I couldn’t be more proud. LOVE HER!! And isn’t she adorable?

My son, so precious, and growing up to be such a GOOD young man. It does a mama’s heart good.

And my ex, who my boys and my mother say looks like George W Bush. (I don’t see it, but they INSIST) Maybe THAT’S the reason for my divorce.